Wanderer

My mind has been a wanderer lately.

It takes me to a lot of places.

Gives me an escape from the things i currently need to face.

Allows me to look forward to the future.

Keeps me up when my life gets too boring or monotonous.

Brings me to my happy place -- happy memories, happy dreams.

I like it.

Cos I've come to believe that I am such an inhibited person.

I've set so many limits, a lot of tall walls all around me. They stifle me. Sometimes, they even choke me.

My mind, my thoughts -- bridge that gap, the gap that exists between me and the things I truly want to do, the things that I truly want for myself, the dreams that seem so far away.

My occasional daydreams pleasure me instantly. They make me smile. They make me want to go on. They make me want to work things out. They give me hope.

But then again, as I end this very random note, reality is knocking.
Time to work... yet, the momentarily pause has given me a renewed sense of purpose.

I guess it's okay to take a break once in a while. People need it. People deserve it.

Indulge once in a while. Rest. There's no sense in tormenting yourself with such a heavy load right? Life is worth more than that.

Time to be happy. Time to think happy thoughts.

Ciao!

March 18
4:38pm